12.8.06
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COWS GO MOO !
1:00 PM
So long sweet summer,
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays.
So long sweet summer,
I feel into you
Now you're gracefully fading away
Okay, so I've been down with the cold for some time. Well and occasional fevers but I'm so proud of myself for pressing on and going for cca, although it wasnt as good as I hoped. Evaluation made partner&I more determined to prove them wrong. We're definately not the best but we'll try and we know we'll see eye to eye one day, right? And, WIFEY, dont be angry! Yes I know you care that's why you wanted me to go home ):
Fancy this comming form a last-minute person like myself but, I HATE LAST MINTUE PEOPLE WHO CALL AT 11PM+++ AND EXPECT YOU TO HELP THEM INForm EVEYONE ABOUT CHANGES AND THEN EXPECT YOU TO DO THEM A FAVOUR.
And sometimes I wonder how I managed to brush off all the signs and sink myself deeper into this pit I've dug since oh so long ago. I guess my life is very much filled with confusion, deception, irony, contradiction and lies. Yes I'm pretty happy that way. _, I miss your presence in my everday life so much, y'know? Somehow, after all this while, it seems like all we have is each other, like we've ended up right where we started and this rollercoaster ride was just a strain of my sainity&yours, # .
& You, I still think You don't. But for some damn reason I need You to know that I still love You, I dont .
Hey thanks,
Thanks for that summer.
It's cold where you're going
I hope that you're heart's always warm
And quite truthfully I'm drained. Physically and mentally.